Das Leben

So I write this after I finally overcome the biggest crisis during my study here. There is a rule here that you can only repeat your paper up to three times and if the third time you fail too, then you cannot continue your study anymore and will not be allowed to pursue any course that has the same subject, not just limited to your university but overall in the country. Who thought such days will come for me but it happened to be as a part of my journey and now it is a history in my life. For two semesters in a row, I failed to pass this examination. And that was just one of the things that I had to deal with during that time. If I count all the misery I had, I will forget to look at all the blessings that came with it. 2017 was hectic and full of dramas. It kicked off with the passport incident and to make it worst I made the wrong calculation and decision and ended up with a heartbreak. 2018 to me was a proof of God's promise: Verily with the hardship, there is relief. W...

Aku tulis dan kemas kini status Whatsapp pada Ramadhan yang lepas. Aku abadikan di sini sebagai peringatan. Night 20 Almighty, on this blessed night, remind us that Your Mercy is always greater than Your Wrath. That even if we come to you with sins reaching the clouds asking for forgiveness, You would still forgive us. Night 21 Almighty, on this blessed night, we ask You to mend what is broken and replace what has gone. Remove what is not beloved to You and heal our soul. Strengthen what is weak, enlighten what is dark, revive whatever good that has died in between. Night 22 Almighty, on this blessed night, bless us with a heart that keeps remembering You days and nights, a tounge that keeps reading Quran busy or not, eyes that can see good in every bad, and ears that listen more than the mouth speaks. Night 23 Almighty, on this blessed night, don't make us one of those who love this Dunya more than Akhirah. Make us one of those who trade his wealth, his ti...