Das Leben

  Humans always make mistakes. Some of them were small. Some of them were big enough to ruin the whole day. Or maybe the whole week. Or bigger. We are human. We did mistakes over and over again. We did the unforgivable mistakes, unacceptable mistakes, non-logical mistakes. We even did at least one foolish mistake! Oh, common. How can ahh you call yourself brilliant? Huha. The same goes here. We both overdid, and we both will repent. Insya Allah. Don’t wait for tomorrow, because the sun may rise tomorrow but you don’t. Yeah, we are human but then it is not a reason why we keep hurting others and why we act so selfish. And definitely not the reason why we keep giving fat and cholesterol to our nafs and follow the syaitan’s path. What kind of mistakes that we made? And related to whom? You know, keep crying over a spilled cool blog will not make you can drink it again. Unless la you lick it. Kidding. You just have to buy a new one at other time. Same goes when things happene...

PLEASE SAY AMIN O Allah, grant me patience, For me to live my life. There are many things happened That should not That I regret for Because I have no patience To face the fated things. O Allah, grant me patience, So that I will smile in the future. I already cried for all the stormy things I cant avoid So I don’t want to cry because of my own fault A very foolish of me that act When I have no patience to hold back when I get mad. O Allah, grant me patience, In the burning time That turn all the precious Into ash. O Allah, grant me patience, When I am in tears and breaks Wondering why and how. O Allah, grant me patience, To let go The things that are not destined for me and with me. O Allah, grant me patience, With no give up in believing You And be among the steadfast. O Allah, grant me patience, As I don’t want to hurt her anymore I love her And I want to be one of those who are grateful. ...

Bismi Rabbi. Allah Ar-Rahim. Keif Hal?Insya Allah,gut. May the day fill with good only.Huh! Ni dah campur empat bahasa. Errk.. Satu perkataan je pun dari bahasa tu… Aku gembira aku Ex-Pasum. Huh? Tetiba jer? Sebenarnya ada banyak perkara aku nak kongsi dan cerita. Namun,bimbang riak yang menguasai hati di penghujung usia nanti. Ingin aku simpan,rasa rugi. Terkadang aku rasa nak berhenti menulis. Bila aku baca balik apa aku tulis,kadang kadang aku tak macam apa aku tulis. Terasa macam orang lain yang tulis. Eh? Ke ada orang hack blog nih? Pastu dia post.. Hurrmm. Ye kot. Semalam,waktu aku rambang membuka Tafsir Al-Quran, aku buka di Surah 61. Solid Lines. (As-Saaf). Mata aku tertancap pada ayat ke 2 dan 3, [You who believe,why do you say things and then do not do them? It is most hateful to God that you say things and then do not do them ]Terus tangan menutup buku terjemahan. Walau hati tahu ayat ini diturunkan kerana waktu dulu ada yang meminta untuk berperang tapi bila turun pe...

Case 1# “Weh, kau bila nak tidur lagi nih? Dah pukul dua. Hari hari kau lelap lewat. Stadi sampai cenggitu sekali baii..” “Kau tidurla dulu. Aku kena stadi lagi siket. Otak aku tak cair cam kau.  Lambat hadam mende alah nih.” Kita beritiqad bahawa usaha kita yang akan menentukan kejayaan. Lupa pada perancangan Tuhan. Bila tersadung mula mengalah habis habisan. Katanya:aku sudah usaha,namun result aku tetap biasa. Kita lupa.. Dalam berjam jam kita stadi, mungkin dua rakaat solat mampu mengubah kitarannya. Peruntukkan waktu untukNya, dan kita akan kuasai waktu milikNya. Case 2# “Ya Allah,mudah mudahan semua amal baik ku diterima untuk melayakkan aku ke syurga Mu.” Kita beritiqad dengan amal baik buruk yang akan menentukan syurga neraka. Lupa pada Rahmat Tuhan. Yang jika kita kembali pada Dia dengan dosa seluas lautan pun akan diampunkan. Ayuh koreksi diri dari kisah si abid ini. Mati setelah sepanjang hidup didirikan dengan ibadah. Wahai...

Bismillah. I write this for myself as a reminder for me when the alarm went red, i will put my hands down to push myself up again. But if this will inspire others too, i feel glad. We both fall, we both will rise again. Just like the sun. Insya Allah. :) #I wish my English is good. But humph,*sigh*. I will work hard then for the 4 language.  Insya Allah. Things always dont go like we wants. And it always hurt like hell when it comes around. Sometimes we have to face things that we wish would never happen. Loves, Families, Friends, Dreams, Hopes, Jobs and others. Sometimes the pain keep aching like a drum. Sometimes the pain is real. (What i mean with real is like a bruised arm that if we touched it we can feel the pain.) The pain get so real until our chest hurt. Our heart hurt. And it shows how heavy the burden is. It shows how deep it hurts. It shows how sad we are. The pain shows us. Sometimes we even can't lift our head to look up. We want to cry but we are tired ...

Dengan menjadi engineer, aku belum dapat menjamin masa depan yang cerah, kerana tempat perbaringan akhirku nanti masih lagi tanah. Tapi dengan menjadi hamba, aku yakin dan percaya bahawa tanah itulah yang paling indah akhirnya. Jadi,aku cuba untuk menjadi seorang hamba. Seorang hamba yang berkelulusan engineer. Dan seorang engineer yang sedar dirinya hamba. [3:8]