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The Ugly Bitter Partially Truth


We all want to grow up
we are desperate to go there
grab all the opportunities we can to live
we are so busy trying to get out of that nest 
we don’t think about the fact it’s going to be cold out there
really freaking cold

Because growing up sometimes means leaving people behind
and that the time we stand on our own two feet

we are standing there alone

-Meredith Grey



How is it feel when you know you standing all alone there missing all the things you left behind? 


Weep not for roads untraveled
Weep not for paths left alone
'Cause beyond every bend
Is a long blinding end
It's the worst kind of pain
I've known

How do you survive all the pain and broken things living in a world far from what you loved? 

Give up your heart left broken
And let that mistake pass on
'Cause the love that you lost
Wasn't worth what it cost
And in time you'll be glad it's gone

Isn't it hard to pretend that they will always be there for you yet they don't even know the sorrow in our heart? 

Weep not for roads untraveled
Weep not for sights unseen
May your love never end
And if you need a friend
There's a seat here alongside me

So, if you could rewind the time, would you choose the same path again?

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