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Am I really going to revive this blog?

I think the introvert part in me hit me really hard but I didn't even notice about it till today.

I thought the main reason why I abandoned this blog because I have nothing more to say and share since I didn't read much as much as I did when I was still capable to put my obsession in books.

But eventually, I come to realize that I actually don't want the readers to get to know me better through my writing. I don't want them to know how I feel, or what I've done and how my brain works.

And I just realized that whenever something happened but I took the hard way to accept it, my introvert will dominate my life. I'm saying this because this was the second time I cut all the nearby connections I have just like I did when I finished my school back then.

Well, at least there would always be somebody that I couldn't kick out of my life no matter what judgement or reason I give to convince me myself.

I'm a kind of person that when I take the hard way to accept a fate, I will find myself years trying to heal and get my own back again.

I heard a talk last month about the main problem in our generation. We only know how to put a tough face in front of the others, but we don't know how to get over with it. It was a Talk by Simon Sinek on Millennials in the Workplace.

Well, let's not do that. Put a tough face and fight hard to get over with it. Because we know exactly why we put tough faces and hide ourselves well. It's not because we are strong like they thought or because that's what they were hoping us to become. No, it's not like that.

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