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Biarkan..

Sendirian..
aku sendirian dalam kesedihan..
Mabuk..
Aku mabuk dalam kerinduan..
Terluka..
Aku terluka dalam kehilangan..

Bukan salah kau,
tapi,bukan juga perkara biasa.
Bila aku berdiri..
dan menoleh ke sisi..
Kau tiada lagi di situ..

Hatiku terguris pedih..
Terhiris sakit..
pedih kerna merinduimu..
sakit kerna pemergianmu..

Terdengarkah engkau akan jeritanku ini?..
Jeritan hatiku yang meminta-minta..
dan merayu-rayu..
agar engkau tidak pergi tinggalkan aku..

Mengapa setiap kali ku teringat..
Aku kan merasa sebak..
sedangkan kau perkara terindah dalam hidupku..
sedangkan kau perkara terbaik pernah berlaku..

Ingin sekali aku berlari dan menahan..
lantas menghentikan langkahmu...
menghentikan putaran waktu...

Apa yang ku genggam..
Tak mudah untukku lepaskan..
dan andai ada satu ruang..
Ruang untukku di hatimu..
Biarkanlah..
Aku hidup selalu di hati mu..

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