Das Leben

Am I really going to revive this blog? I think the introvert part in me hit me really hard but I didn't even notice about it till today. I thought the main reason why I abandoned this blog because I have nothing more to say and share since I didn't read much as much as I did when I was still capable to put my obsession in books. But eventually, I come to realize that I actually don't want the readers to get to know me better through my writing. I don't want them to know how I feel, or what I've done and how my brain works. And I just realized that whenever something happened but I took the hard way to accept it, my introvert will dominate my life. I'm saying this because this was the second time I cut all the nearby connections I have just like I did when I finished my school back then. Well, at least there would always be somebody that I couldn't kick out of my life no matter what judgement or reason I give to convince me myself. I'm a kind