Das Leben

Hi, everyone. I have to get my thoughts out of my head, so here I am writing something you might find ridiculous. Considering the number of people infected in Germany due to CoVid-19 rising sharply in just two weeks with no end in sight, I started to play the what-if scenario. Before I came here, I asked Allah one thing for sure. Whatever happens, do not let me get sick and do not let me die here. It's not that I fear death. It's more about I don't want to trouble anyone. Because when you die outside of your country, the rule will be different. They might have to bring your body back to Malaysia. The procedure is long and troublesome. I have caused so much trouble when I lived and I don't want to leave trouble too when I'm gone. And what about my belonging here? I couldn't imagine how much people have to settle it down for me just because now I'm dead. On the other hand, I think I will gladly welcome death with open arms if only it happens in Malaysia. N