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ADA TUHAN :D


aku dihentam ganas
aku dicerca hina
aku diamuk gila
aku dijaja murah
oleh mereka

aku disanjung suci
aku diteladani pekerti
aku dipuji dari hati
aku dilayan ramah
oleh mereka

aku sudah biasa
sudah ralit
sudah faham
dan terkadang aku jemu
dan terkadang aku kecewa
dan terkadang aku emosi
jarang jarang aku menerimanya
dengan berlapang dada

kesalahan aku buat repetisi dan repetisi
ketaatan aku sinkope dan sinkope kan
kelalaian aku dalam hyperbola amat
dunia ini aku analogikan dengan manisan
yang manisnya aku telan telan
lupa aku akibat berlebihan
yang pelbagai parasit melekat lekit

aku lupa Allah itu ada
untuk aku cinta
untuk aku rindu
untuk aku mengadu
untuk aku meminta
untuk aku taat
aku lupa pada yang satu

YaAllah,
jagai aku
jagai imanku
jagai hatiku
jagai cintaku
jagai lidahku

Ya Allah,
dunia ini penuh hasad
sentiasa gelap
lindungi aku
pandu jalanku
gagahi jiwaku

aku selalu fikir aku sendirian
dan aku selalu fikir
"I was the Only One"
dan perkataan yang sebati dengan jiwaku adalah
Pain!

tapi sebenarnya,
ianya adalah:
YOU are The Only One
dan perkataan itu adalah
Allah

wahai diri,
bukan kerana Dia tidak mengabulkan permintaanmu
tapi hakiki hatimu yang tak mahu
bukan kerana Dia endahkan permintaanmu
tapi Dia memberi apa yang kamu perlu


An-Nahl-[128]
Sesungguhnya Allah beserta orang-orang yang bertaqwa, dan orang-orang yang berusaha memperbaiki amalannya


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