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Let It Go


Cuba cek kat badan ada tak rantai rantai yang terikat yang menarik kita ke masa silam? Atau kita sendiri yang pilih untuk lemas dalam air bekas semalam? Susah weh hidup ada bayang bayang. Sama macam sengsara hidup bila orang asyik compare kita dengan somebody else yang bagi mereka lebih perfect. Who cares? Lol.

Tapi lagi seksa bila kita asyik cemuh dan hina diri sendiri hanya disebabkan siapa kita semalam. Lagi tambah seksa kalau ada benda yang dah takdir bukan kita punya, kita duduk nangis menyesal dan berkalau kalau. Seksa seksa lagi bila kita asyik berharap kalaulah boleh aku putar balik masa blablabla.

Betul, kita masing masing ada bad memories yang kalau boleh kita sendiri nak lupa. Kalau boleh kita sendiri nak ubah balik jalan ceritanya. Tapi kau ingat ada mesin kembara masa? Kau ingat ni cerita Doraemon boleh masuk dalam laci meja? Tulah banyak sangat tengok benda mengarut. Kage Bunshin No Jutsu. Muahahaha.

Mak aku cakap : Let Go. Memang, mak aku betul. Let Go. Lepaskan. Macam Elsa dalam Frozen. Let It Go. Kalau tak reti sangat teori let go tu, mohon buat parody Elsa bina Istana Ice. Kompem kau tahu macam mana nak let go.



Lepaskan. Lepaskan tali tu. Jangan berpaut lagi. Atau memaut lagi. Macam satu babak dalam Pirates of the Carribean : At World's End yang time mereka berlayar sampai 'hujung dunia'. Apa yang Barbossa cakap waktu semua orang sibuk cuba pusingkan layar untuk lawan arus? Let It Sail blablabla. ( Well, another cerita mengarut yang aku tak puas puas tengok )

Learn to let go things. Benda dalam dunia ni tak ada satu pun milik kita. Semua akan pergi kembali kepada Sang Pencipta. Belajarlah menghargai sebelum telambat. Belajar untuk sabar kalau tak nanti menyesal. Benda dah berlalu kalau kita bising satu dunia pun waktu takkan balik asal semula. Waktu akan terus berdetik tinggalkan kita di belakang.

Jadi kita harus memilih untuk hidup sekarang atau hidup kat masa lepas. Senang cakap, macam mana kau nak tahu yang Sirius adalah bintang yang paling terang di waktu malam kalau kau asyik nak siang. By the way, Vega is not bad. Sangat cantik.

Kau fahamkan apa aku cakap ni?

P/S: Mungkin kau teringin nak baca ni.

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  1. wahh sejak cuti ni mkin aktif blog kau..yeay! haha

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