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She's The One

she is the one..
who loved me..
more than the world could be,,

she is the one..
who sacrifised for me,,
to save and protect me,,
from the devil,s world..

she is the one..
who i don't care about..
who i don't appreciate most..
and i'm the one..
who is jerk..
who is suck,,
cause i don't understand..
the meaning of love...

i don't think i need her..
but it is a tragedy if she is not arond me..
and i've realised..
i need her entire of my life..
and i do loved her..

she is the one..
who understand me..
she is the one who stand alone behind me..
she is the one who cried for and with me..
shared my happiness
and wiped my tears..

and i don't know..
how long can i hold my breath,,
but if the time is up..
she'll be always in my heart..
and she is the very important person in my life..

please forgive all my mistakens..
and i beg you
to wait and see me
in Rhaudatul Jannah
hold my hand..
and we'll be there together..
insyaAllah,,
amin..
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