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Jika malas itu datang menerpa sewaktu engkau berdiri untuk solat,
Jika engkau solat untuk menghimpun kagum,
Jika engkau sengaja menangguh-nangguhkan solat,
Jika solat engkau seakan berlumba dengan ayam mematuk mengais mencari makanan,
Jika sepanjang engkau solat pemikiran kau penuh dengan hal dunia bukan Tuhan,
Dan jika engkau mampu berjemaah tapi engkau memilih untuk solat sendiri,
Itu tanda engkau hipokrit dalam solat.



P/s: Someone pernah beritahu aku kalau kau cari khusyu' waktu solat kau takkan pernah khusyu',
tapi kalau kau cari Tuhan waktu solat, Insya Allah kau khusyu'.



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